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Journal Entry: Fri Nov 23, 2007, 8:50 PM
I promised myself I wouldn't look back but when I look ahead of me all I see is him. But when he looks ahead of himself I never even come to mind. I wish I could be as beautiful as the winter landscape. I wish I could be as beautiful as her.

Everyday I wish he didn't see through me. Everyday I wish he actually wanted to have a good friendship. Everyday I wish I could completely forget him. Everyday, everyday I wish he didn't cross my mind at all.

I've picked up the pen again to realize the words won't come out right.
I've picked up the camera again just to realize the results are worse then ever.

It is something I've dreamed of for years upon years. I've dreamed of the day when I would finally have the strength to preform the task and now once again, my accomplishment is lost in failure.
I've dreamed of it and wished for it and lusted for it. Now that I've had it, it is still not good enough.
And I've spent too much time practicing it, too much time perfecting it, too much time on the floor. I wonder when enough will finally be enough...

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Cries In Vain - Bullet For My Valentine

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~Killercatkiara:iconKillercatkiara: Dec 25, 2007, 3:41:21 PM
Wish you a merry x-mas :hug:

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Ihr lacht über mich weil ich anders bin
Ich lache über euch, weil ihr seit wie alle anderen
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*emy-lou:iconemy-lou: Oct 26, 2007, 6:15:10 PM
Thanks very much for the friend add the other week! :-) Sorry its taken so long to get back to thanking you!

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~Killercatkiara:iconKillercatkiara: Oct 19, 2007, 11:30:09 AM
thank u for the :+fav: of death , autumn leaves and autumn leaves in water

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Ihr lacht über mich weil ich anders bin
Ich lache über euch, weil ihr seit wie alle anderen
DAGallery * Kiara Black Photography
~e-o-b:icone-o-b: Oct 19, 2007, 11:04:04 AM Mood: Joy
Hey there,
thanks a lot for the comment + :+fav: - I´m really glad you like it so much ! ^^
~DisturbedGhost:iconDisturbedGhost: Oct 19, 2007, 7:48:24 AM Mood: Joy
thanks for the fav :hug:

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~DarkArcAngel-Emily:iconDarkArcAngel-Emily: Oct 18, 2007, 2:17:54 PM
thanks for the watch

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~Gwenyver:iconGwenyver: Oct 17, 2007, 3:52:50 PM
hey hunny :)

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~DisturbedGhost:iconDisturbedGhost: Oct 16, 2007, 9:16:52 PM Mood: Joy
thanks for the watch :hug:

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Et si tu n'existais pas
Dis-moi pourquoi j'existerais
Pour traîner dans un monde sans toi
Sans espoir et sans regret...
~Swaggs:iconSwaggs: Aug 18, 2007, 7:59:01 PM
Welcome to DA!

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